EXPLANATION (MY LOVE_LOVE) GONE GOOD
There is something about my LOVE_LOVE he’s simply a GOOD man. A man that appeases me. I love the fact that he listens to my every word and understands the depth of each word I’ve spoken. The kind that does not agree with me all the time because his intelligent mind knows when I’m wrong. Thus, he persuades my opinions to make love with his thoughts, so I can thoroughly understand where he is coming from. The kind that respects my mind and my grind. He does not get threatened by my success or independence. And, he knows damn well that he does not need to ‘hold me down’ because I stand my ground with or without him. A GOOD man that doesn’t get too comfortable because he recognizes what a good woman is worth.
My Mom: jumped my brothers case for having a C in math.
My Brother: under his breath - at least I go school.
Me: gave him a slap with my expression.
TO GET THROUGH SOME RUFF DAYS
• i laugh at myself
• i cry at myself
• i wear different colored socks
• i dance in front my mirror
• i watch the clouds sometimes
• i remind myself to breathe
• i tell myself that i’m only human
• i put my hand over my chest to feel my heart beat
• i give people compliments
• i hug people
• i try to dress nice so that i’ll feel nice
• i look up at the sun in the sky and remind
myself i’m still here
• i mismatch my clothes and i tell myself
• i remind myself that i don’t have to be perfect
• i tell myself what i’d miss out if i committed suicide
• i remember how much i love my family
• i remember how much i love life
• i clean my room, because it is a
reflection of your state of mind
• i sing at the top of my lungs
• i look up inspirational quotes
& many more… these things have kept me alive…
This morning I’m at 153.0. I’m feeling strong arm. Last night was insanely awesome. It’s been a LOOOONNNGGG time I’ve experienced that level of cardio.